anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but outwardly you can literally just sit there and look completely normal as long as no one tries to speak to you.
I’m an angry feminist, but that’s okay.
Though I’m still not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing.
This makes me so happy. DEFINITELY A GOOD THING. You can only eff up the system from the inside.
I feel this way about talking to my BYU classmates and friends. Perf.